Wednesday check-up and the law of attraction

In all of this storm with many worries, work-related tasks and home duties as you might know from my latest posts I managed to take a few minutes a day to listen to some motivational speakings and to discover more about the law of attraction.

During this time with many tasks and activities, I managed to think, even if I had the flashbacks about what could wrong, about what could go right and how this could change my life.

I started with tiny steps, and had small requests for myself, like: Today I am not going to miss the bus and save some money (because being late meant I had to take a cab). In the beginning, it was hard because I always had to do some „important” tasks before going to work.

Realizing exactly that what I am doing was not right I started planning and shortened the list of my tasks during the workdays. Being focused on the time spent and planning things to happen in my way and my benefit things started to work better and I could see an improvement.

If today I created my „to do” list, and performed everything planned in time at home, managed to arrive at work and not be late then the law of attraction worked in my way because I wanted to. Yes, I had to push myself and stop procrastinating, yes I had in mind and repeated to myself the fact that I have control over what’s happening.

I came to realize that in some days if I have trained my mind and remembered myself previously that I won’t be late at work and had faith that I will arrive in time then the Universe granted me that thing right away. For example, if I had arrived at the station at 15:10 and I had to be at work at 15:30, then a bus will arrive in front of me within those intermediate 10 minutes and take me to work.

Another thing that has had worked for me today was the doctor check-up. Even if I was nervous and afraid about what could happen, have been worried and concerned about my health I kept in mind that things will go well. My body was shaking and I felt so down and had so many questions in mind but deep down I knew that things will go right.

I trained my mind to be confident and considerate, taking things as they are and accept them but with a positive outcome taking the good things only. So I said to myself: Kate, today might be OK or might be bad, but you only have the answer to what will be because you will have the power to change what is happening.

Staying in the waiting room and expected for my turn I even conclude that I need to go through good and bad in this life. There is no way we can skip the challenges and the pain, and going through it would make me a better person, the one I am today.

With all the ups and downs, at the end of the check-up, the doctor looked me in the eyes and confirmed that everything is OK and that I am healthy. I was so happy at that moment that I could feel like a hard stone was raising from my heart and that I was free.

That hard stone was not necessarily the result of my previous experiences but the negative thinking that took place in my brain. Adding every single day a new stone to the burden deep down in the suffering heart, I simply made my life hard. Thinking negative and getting myself into depression was not a clever choice.

Having to go through hardships in life changes you and your way of thinking, makes you learn new amazing things that could not be learned while being happy and in your comfort zone. Yes, it’s painful and yes tears and letting go might be involved but that is the only way you get to mature and to transform yourself.

At the end of the day, I am thankful to God for bringing me in this very moment while being healthy at home, writing to you, dear readers about the benefits of believing in the law of attraction, having faith in God and being positive.

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Morning thoughts

Lately, I have been thinking about a lot of things. I got to know about the law of attraction and how we can change our present and future for the better. I have listened to audiobooks and started reflecting on my life.

To be honest with you, dear readers, I did not enjoy what I have found out in me. During the past years, I got to change so much that I could not even recognize myself. I managed to almost let only the negative things of my life affect me and my present without even being considerate about it

I invited bad things to happen only because I was thinking of negative outcomes and did not appreciate the good things that happened at the moment at their own value. Seeing only the bad things, the sad feelings and simply struggling myself with the negative moments did not make me feel any better.

In time I managed to be so self-centered and selfish living in my own bubble, taking everyone for granted. I was young and maybe mistakes were meant to happen at that time, but sometimes being too ecstatic and inadvertently is not the answer.

Speaking too much without even knowing the answer, hovering around the stuff that was not meant to be and dreaming about a future that does not belong to me, I manage to somehow do all of these things without even feeling any guilt or resentment.

Thinking too much with the brain without letting the heart involved sometimes can cause problems. It can blind you from making the correct choices and taking the right decisions in life.

The funny thing is that I am a harsh judge of myself, I always was and maybe I will always be. As hesitant as I can be in life sometimes I manage to take things by their appearance and not by the root, never trying to even understand why it happened in the first place.

Now that I managed to identify these flaws of mine makes me be more kind to myself and understanding, trying the best to not repeat the same mistakes in the future. Getting to know myself fully, accepting the defects and forgiving me for what I have done is just the beginning.

The fact that I have come to peace with myself and accepting me for who I am is already a step forward and I believe now that I managed to get out of the comfort zone the change is inevitable. The change for the better.

I believe that good things will happen in the future for me and that I am the responsible person for making those things happen. Along with God by my side, I will change into a better person and make a difference.

I am sure that in time I will manage to find a way to resume things to the way they used to be before and I will set my soul free, along with the one I have chosen. The answer will arrive at the right time and the healing process will start.

I trust God with this mission and I know that I am going to accomplish it.

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Quote of the day #8

“What you feel about another person, what you think or say about another person, what you do to another person – you do to you. Give judgment and criticism and you give it to yourself. Give love and appreciation to another person or anything, and you give it to yourself.”
― Rhonda Byrne, The Power

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Letter to the subconscious

Why are you afraid, dear subconscious? Why are you so scared to be yourself, to believe in yourself, to thrive? Do you not know that you hold the supreme power and that without you I am nothing? Why do you always tend towards negativism and do not see the positive side?

I tried these days to do an exercise and it surprised me, but not for good. I could never believe that inside you can be so dark, so scared of change and so focused on being and becoming nothing.

Why do you want everything to happen as the wind welcomes and to let yourself worn like a dry leaf from the cold wind? Do you not know that you hold the power and that together we can be unbeatable?

But you, subconscious are different from me at present. You are a shy and hidden character who does not trust and shudder at the first threat from outside, if you could you would take me into nothingness and you would never return.

Do you not know that always, together we have achieved things that only seemed real in a dream? Do you remember when we used to float over reality and embrace the present as a gift from God?

To be honest, I don’t even know when you’ve changed me so much, dear subconscious. You have become a side of mine so dark and closed that sometimes it is difficult for me to identify you, it is difficult for me to listen to you in solitude.

It is said that we attract what we think and that you, subconscious, have infinite power in attracting things to become reality. Why do you want to bring me only sadness and negative things? Why do you want to torment us in the near future?

Yes, I made mistakes and yes God knows how much I have struggled so far to get here. Some struggles have been given by God, some we have created by taking our lives in our hands.

Sometimes the true struggles must be waged by God, not by us. And we, dear subconscious, have much to learn from this parable.

Let’s stop fighting windmills and ask for guidance from Him. Come to realize that we are not alone in this cold world and that we have unlimited help, all we have to do is believe.

The things that are given to us by God to happen, will happen to us, the possible ones will materialize in time depending on what we attract to happen. Let’s not dream about impossible things because in time, we can hurt the soul of other people in our selfishness and absurd desire, for the moment.

Today I propose to make a pact, dear subconscious. Let’s choose the right path for us, eliminate negativism and gloomy thoughts, look to the future with hope and confidence.

Let us propose realistic or even unrealistic ideals but with the aim of never taking for granted or thinking selfishly about the people given by God at that time. To have a pure soul, and to think with the heart when we make decisions that could affect our life for a long term.

Because only together we can make a difference and change our life and future in just one second. Let’s be a team again and work together like we never did!

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