Anxiety and fear

Hello, my dear writers and readers! It’s been a full week going on, and I haven’t posted so much because of my worries and stressful tasks. At times, I just wanted to get my things done so that I can relax or better said, sleep. It was a good plan altogether but it did not work as I have planned.

As you know from my previous posts, I have been excited about returning to the dentist and had my hopes up. That lasted just until I have arrived at the cabinet, of course. On that day it rained a lot, hence I had to walk because I missed the bus, took a tooth radiography, and went to the dentist.

Unfortunately, this lady had an examination team over to their cabinet, due to the Covid-19 Situation, and I had to wait for two hours in the rain and cold. In the morning when I left it was like 30 degrees Celsius, and then it turned out to 15.

When I arrived to see her, I don’t know if I was shaking because I was afraid of the procedure or because of the cold weather. She felt pity for me, and we eventually, had to reschedule the tooth surgery because I have also had an infection. Great!

Now a new treatment is required, and I haven’t even managed to finish the one for chronic gastritis and H. Pylori. This stress and anxiety made it worse for the stomach affection, and now it hurts again.

I’ve been alone mostly this week, and I just felt so stressed about work, knowing that the project will end in a few months, and I have had so many negative thoughts in my mind, that I almost can’t describe. I’ve even considering applying for other jobs to be assured in the future.

Plus, I have to work two weekends, and we should return to the office, things that I can’t do yet because of my tooth infection and the medical procedures. This, and because the office has the air conditioner too strong.

This week I felt the need to cry, to scream, to disappear. I feel so overwhelmed with everything, and I am very anxious. But this needs to end, and I have to get back on the right track. Even if it’s hard and painful, I have to be faithful and trust God, knowing that this too, shall pass.

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38 de gânduri despre “Anxiety and fear

  1. Sunt si astfel de momente, din pacate, cand par ca se aduna de toate, din toate partile. Asa cum bine ai zis, trec. Incearca sa iti faci si mici bucurii, zi de zi. Ajuta la moral si, implicit, la sanatate.

  2. Aerul conditionat e contraindicat pentru covid. Imprastie virusul. Ai putea sa-i reclami pe angajatori. Sau macar spune-le… la urma, urmei se pun pe ei insisi in pericol. In orice caz, sper sa te simti mai bine in curand. 💕

    • Stiu asta, Jo. Dar nimeni nu pare sa acorde prea multa atentie acestui lucru, se spune ca o sa se lucreze pe asta si asa ramane.
      Multumesc pentru vizita si comentariu! 🙂

  3. Mult calm, te rog si fara teama. Ai incredere si roagate inainte sa iesi din casa si iti faci o cruce si cu credinta te vei linisti. Trebuie sa fi linistita si sa urmezi tratamentul si procedurile medicale. Te imbtatisez si totul va trece.

  4. I am so sorry for what you are going through. I sincerely hope that thing’s have gotten better. What helps me with anxiety? Prayer. God truly cares for us. And he wants us to throw our anxiety on him. I look forward to the day here on earth when it will be peaceful. There will be no more worries, anxiety, sickness or death.💐

    1 Peter 5:7-While you throw all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you.

    Psalms 37:11-But the meek will possess the earth, And they will find exquisite delight in the abundance of peace.

    Isaiah 14:7- The whole earth now rests, free of disturbance. People cry out for joy.

  5. It’s good that you recognise that nothing is permanent. I would add concentrating on what you can control is so important while forgetting about what you can’t. Easier said than done of course. Thanks for sharing – it’s a great example to others about how they can deal with their emotions

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