Ganduri gri la pas de seara

Suntem muritori, si avem idei si dorinte, visuri infiripate de demult si ganduri mari, poate ca mai mari decat putem atinge uneori in fiinta noastra firava de oameni fara putere.

Mai urat este atunci cand cineva anume iti da aripi si te porneste pe carari necunoscute, sadindu-ti in suflet dorinta si apoi lasandu-te in aer, fara vreo speranta. Exact ca unui copil caruia i-ai oferit un dulce si l-ai luat imediat, rapindu-i bucuria si emotia din privire.

Recent mi s-a adus in vedere de catre o persoana duhovniceasca faptul ca daca un lucru nu este menit sa ni se intample, nu ni se va intampla. Nu are sens sa ne dorim lucruri ce nu ne sunt destinate, si doar daca Dumnezeu va dori ca noi sa atingem acel lucru dorit, atunci asa se va intampla.

Ironic este ca inca imi suna in cap versurile melodiei: Daca vrei sa-l faci pe Dumnezeu sa rada spune-I despre planurile tale.

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Dar atunci totusi, de ce s-a pornit valvataia de la inceput, ce rost au avut toate insistentele si promisiunile daca se stia ca nu va fi asa pana la final… .

Intrebari au fost multe dar in timp, raspunsurile s-au aratat fara a fi cerute specific macar. Iti e usor sa citesti in ochii goi ai persoanelor menite sa fie parte din grupul tau, in zambetul sagalnic si fatarnic, in comentariile acide din spatele tau de indata ce te intorci.

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La finalul zilei, trebuie sa realizam ca fiecare etapa din aceasta viata scurta are scopul ei si pana si rautatile, comportamentele ipocrite si lucrurile inexplicabile pe moment isi au rostul, contribuind la dezvoltarea sinelui si a procesului de maturizare.

Iar daca acel lucru dorit nu s-a implinit atunci nu a fost sa fie, pur si simplu. Nu iti pacali inima si mintea cu lucruri nerealizabile pana nu sunt palpabile si reale, adevarate in fata ta. Tu doar pastreaza-ti firea si fii tu pana la sfarsit, sincer cu tine si ceilalti.

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What am I following on YouTube

Hello, dear readers and bloggers! Today’s article is going to be a simple, but very subjective one, as it appeals to my personal opinions about persons on YouTube. I was thinking of approaching this subject a while ago, but as my time is very short lately, I am posting while I can.

Actually, on YouTube I am not an influenster promoting products and services as almost everybody is on this platform, but I tend to simply watch and learn for my personal development and for psychical relaxation after a long day at work.

TED Talks

I have discovered Ted Talks during my college courses when one of our Psychology teachers decided to share with us this wonderful platform. The video that the teacher at that time shared with us regarded behaviors and human comportment.

At that time, being curious, as the majority of my colleagues (or this is how I like to think) I went online and searched TED Talks. It’s been 5 years since then but I still follow Ted on YouTube and get motivated, informed and overwhelmed with various notions.

Recorder

Recorder is an online Romanian publication up and running on YouTube since 2017, capturing real life stories that occur in Romania, surprising interesting details and truths of the world we are living in.

Bright Side

This YouTube Platform covers various subjects from: scientific discoveries, space exploration, thought-provoking mysteries, shocking true stories, health and fitness, fun tests and riddles, or useful tips for self-improvement, psychology, relationships, gadgets, or just simply day-to-day routine, there’s something for everyone.

Dr. Mike

Dr. Mike is one of my favorite Youtubers, simply because of his chosen subjects on his channel. Not only you get to learn new things about human body and enlarge your knowledge base regarding medicine but you also get to laugh at the jokes and have a good time.

Brad Mondo

Brad Mondo is a great Hairdresser who happens to also be an YouTuber, and a very good one. Not only he keeps with the latest fashion trends but also shares amazing beauty tips and hair tricks learned during his career.

Brad Mondo also created a brand of its own, and its selling great hair products for damaged hair and he promises a lot.

Andi Moisescu and Apropo TV

Andi Moisescu is a Romanian well known journalist, TV host and TV producer that also has an YouTube channel. His videos are of course, surprising Romanian habits and events presented with a plus of charisma and fun.

Cotofan

Cotofan is a popular radio personality becoming the host of Dimineața Blană on Romania’s Pro FM. He’s also well-known on YouTube presenting „Politia Muzicii” by commenting music videos recorded by Romanian Artists, challenging their abilities and skills.

The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon 

The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon features hilarious highlights from the show including: comedy sketches, music parodies, celebrity interviews, ridiculous games. The host is really creating quality content that brings a smile on my face every single time.

Netflix

As you might know Netflix is an American media-services provider and production company which captured almost everyone with new movies and series made to blow your mind. Movie ideas, trailers, interviews and documentaries, all in one place on Netflix.

Be inspired

I tend to love this channel because of its impact above our human powers and how we get to deal with them. Motivation at its own home, real life stories and must see videos.

Trap Nation

Sometimes, when the noise around me is too loud and I just feel the need to escape I plug in my headphones and listen to quality music. One of the reasons why I love Trap Nation is because the sound is enhanced and you get to enjoy various sounds on beat.

Jamilla Cuisine

Jamilla is a Romanian women impassioned by worldwide cuisine. She has started her career on YouTube, by posting recipes videos, gathering only 991K subscribers in present. I love her recipes, and have to recognize that every recipe created by following her cooking skills has been a success.

Fitness Blender

As you might know from my previous posts, exercising is one of my favorite tasks, and I want to make it to a hobby, in time, of course. When exercising I require a certain program and schedule to work after, considering the fact that I don’t go to the gym.

Fitness Blender is one of my favorite YouTube channels because it arrives with different exercise plans applied for every part of the body, starting from upper body to lower body. Complete workouts, yoga, Pilates, cardio and diet plans all in one channel.

This is what I watch on YouTube when I have time, at the end of the day. What are you watching on YouTube, dear readers?

2019 Resolutions, memories and smiles

I will start this post by wishing you, dear readers and bloggers a Perfect Christmas story with your loved ones, health and happiness.

I will start this way because, again, I did not have enough time to blog on before the winter holidays, to share new information and to find myself with emotion in the posts of my fellow bloggers.

In today’s post I will discuss the resolutions of the year 2019, I will practically run memories from the movie of the year in which we are still from my perspective.

2019 in a few rows …

When I say 2019, I feel lost in my thoughts and memories because it was a rich year, full of unexpected achievements and things.

I started the year 2019, in posting this so naive and full of courage, as a teenager in the first years of my life, believing that I know everything and that I will find my long awaited answer to my questions.

But guess what? Life surprised me again, hitting me with what she had better, maturing and changing me completely. As for questions, I found some answers, and some I forgot because others reappeared.

The long-awaited job and the answer to my prayers

I started the year 2019 with hope in the soul and without a job, because I came to the conclusion that you cannot be happy and you cannot develop in a place that wants you to be manipulated and subjected to a frustrated boss. Hint: If 10 people left that job in 10 months, this is definitely not the perfect place for you.

After a month of waiting, tips from parents and loved ones regarding the service and how they worked for decades for the same employer began to appear employment requests, calls and urgent requests from various companies.

After a few days of unpaid work with various employers to test the workplace and in particular, the development environment I managed to find an answer that I probably would never have thought of: IT specialist in English.

Me, a specialist in Information Technology? I mean, don’t get me wrong, but I have studied Food Industry and Engineering since I know myself, working in laboratories and being dedicated to this field.

When life gives you lemon, learn to make lemonade …

The time has passed and if at first the subject to be learned seemed to me stubborn and unintelligible, I gradually came to understand and then to love the work that I do every day, for hours.

More than that, the workplace is close to home, the temperature in the building is pleasant and the working environment is conducive to the development and formation of a successful future career.

I consider myself lucky to have understanding bosses, who always help and support the employees, offering them support and trust. As for colleagues, I can say that I have never formed a better team, that I have never met more beautiful people to the soul and more worthy of respect.

From February to December, 11 months passed without me realizing this job. God has given me the perfect place to grow and move on, in a new direction that I never even thought of.

The family and the hardships sent from above …

In 2019 the family also played a very important role, being tried by troubles and sorrows. I lost two very important people this year, who are deeply missing me and my family, and will never forget.

But I want to believe that absolutely everything happened for a particular reason, and that each person went to a better place, where it had to be.

Conclusions and resolutions for 2020

If in the previous year I wanted a change to occur in my life and met with courage and naivety 2019, driving away negative thoughts and anger, 2020 I want to be distinct.

I wish to read more, to be able to develop myself completely by enriching my vocabulary and discovering a new self, with the changes brought in 2019. Communication is important and I could bring it to another level.

Maybe the year 2019 was a bit brutal and the changes were mostly welcomed, but I wish I could channel this anger and new behavior into something positive, creating a new personality.

Also, in 2019, I started to dedicate a few hours of my life to training, more specifically, physical exercises to straighten the back position because I spend many hours in front of the computer but also for better health.

I would like to continue this program and build myself a proper diet, trying to stay away from carbohydrates and fats.

I will continue to develop this blog as much as possible in 2020, developing myself along with wonderful people who make WordPress a great family.

As for the unknown … I will leave my life surprised this year. 2020 knows best! 🙂

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Rezolutiile anului 2019, amintiri si zambete

O sa incep aceasta postare prin a va ura voua, dragi cititori si bloggeri un Craciun de poveste alaturi de cei dragi, sanatate si multa fericire.

Incep in acest mod deoarece, din nou, nu am avut timp destul la dispozitie sa poposesc pe blog inainte de sarbatorile de iarna, sa impartasesc noi informatii si sa ma regasesc cu emotie in postarile colegilor bloggeri.

In postarea de astazi voi discuta despre rezolutiile anului 2019, practic voi derula amintiri din filmul anului in care inca ne aflam din perspectiva mea.

2019 in cateva randuri…

Cand spun anul 2019 ma simt pierduta in ganduri si amintiri datorita faptului ca a fost un an bogat, plin de realizari si lucruri neasteptate.

Am inceput anul 2019, in postarea aceasta atat de naiva si plina de curaj, ca un adolescent in primii ani de viata, crezand ca stiu absolut totul si ca imi voi gasi raspunsul mult asteptat la intrebarile mele.

Dar ce sa vezi? Viata m-a surprins din nou, lovindu-ma cu ce a avut ea mai bun, maturizandu-ma si schimbandu-ma complet. Cat despre intrebari, am gasit cateva raspunsuri, iar despre unele am si uitat pentru ca au reaparut altele.

Jobul mult dorit si raspunsul la rugaciunile mele

Am inceput anul 2019 cu speranta in suflet si fara un loc de munca, deoarece am ajuns la concluzia ca nu poti fi fericita si nu te poti dezvolta intr-un loc care te vrea manipulat si subjugat unei sefe frustrate. Hint: Daca 10 persoane au parasit acel loc de munca in 10 luni, sigur nu este locul perfect pentru tine.

Dupa o luna de asteptare, ponturi de la parinti si cei dragi cu privire la serviciu si cum ei au lucrat zeci de ani de zile la acelasi angajator au inceput sa apara cereri de angajare, apeluri si solicitari urgente de la diverse companii.

Dupa cateva zile muncite fara plata la diversi angajatori pentru a testa locul de munca si in special, mediul de dezvoltare am reusit sa aflu un raspuns pe care probabil nu l-as fi gandit niciodata: Specialist IT in limba engleza.

Eu, specialist in Tehnologia Informatiei? Adica, nu ma intelegeti gresit, dar am studiat Industria si Ingineria Alimentara de cand ma stiu, lucrand in laboratoare si fiind dedicata acestui domeniu.

Cand viata iti da lamai, invata sa faci limonada…

Timpul a trecut si daca la inceput materia de invatat mi se parea stufoasa si neinteligibila, treptat am ajuns sa inteleg si mai apoi sa iubesc ceea ce desfasor in fiecare zi, ore intregi.

Mai mult decat atat locul de munca este aproape de casa, temperatura din cladire este agreabila si mediul de lucru este unul propice dezvoltarii si formarii unei cariere de viitor de succes.

Ma consider norocoasa sa am sefi intelegatori, ce mereu sar in ajutor si sustin angajatii, oferindu-le suport si incredere. Cat despre colegi, pot spune ca nu am format niciodata o echipa mai buna, ca nu am cunoscut niciodata persoane mai frumoase la suflet si mai demne de respect.

Din februarie pana in decembrie, 11 luni au trecut fara sa imi dau seama la acest loc de munca. Dumnezeu mi-a oferit locul perfect pentru a ma dezvolta si pentru a merge mai departe, intr-o noua directie la care nici nu ma gandeam.

Familia si incercarile trimise de sus…

In anul 2019 familia a avut si ea un rol foarte important, fiind incercata de necazuri si tristete. Am pierdut doua persoane foarte importante anul acesta, care imi lipsesc profund mie si familiei, si pe care nu le vom uita niciodata.

Insa vreau sa cred ca absolut totul s-a intamplat pentru un motiv anume, si ca fiecare persoana a plecat intr-un loc mai bun, acolo unde trebuia sa fie.

Concluzii si rezolutii pentru anul 2020

Daca in anul precedent mi-am dorit ca o schimbare sa apara in viata mea si am intampinat cu curaj si naivitate 2019, alungand gandurile negative si furia, 2020 vreau sa fie distinct.

Imi doresc sa citesc mai mult, sa ma pot dezvolta complet imbogatindu-mi vocabularul si descoperind o noua eu, cu schimbarile aduse de anul 2019. Comunicarea este importanta si as putea sa o aduc la un alt nivel.

Poate ca anul 2019 a fost cam brutal si schimbarile aduse au fost in mare parte binevenite, insa mi-as dori sa pot canaliza aceasta furie si noul comportament in ceva pozitiv, creand o noua personalitate.

De asemenea, in 2019 am inceput putin cate putin sa imi dedic cateva ore din viata catre training, mai concret, exercitii fizice pentru indreptarea pozitiei spatelui deoarece petrec multe ore in fata computerului dar si pentru o sanatate mai buna.

Mi-as dori sa continui acest program si sa imi construiesc si o dieta corespunzatoare, incercand sa stau departe de carbohidrati si grasimi.

Voi continua pe cat posibil sa dezvolt acest blog si in 2020, dezvoltandu-ma pe parcurs alaturi de oameni minunati ce fac din WordPress o mare familie.

Cat despre necunoscut… ma voi lasa surprinsa de viata anul acesta. 2020 stie cel mai bine! 🙂

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Song of the day #94

Snowflakes – Olivia Holt

Some people spend their whole life in the clouds
Some ride the wind and never hit the ground
Some will shine like diamonds in the sun
Heaven sent down each and every one

We are snowflakes
Floating till we find our place
From a distance we may look the same,
But we’re beautiful in our own way
We are snowflakes

Will I sparkle, will I drift or will I dance
Will I melt when I touch anothers hand
Will I look for my mistakes when I fall
And remember when I get to feeling small

We are snowflakes
Floating till we find our place
From a distance we may look the same,
But we’re beautiful in our own way
We are snowflakes

And all I can do is do my best
Is what is that makes me different from the rest
And I for one,
With nothing less

We are snowflakes,
Floating till we find our place
From a distance we may look the same,
But we’re beautiful in our own way
We are snowflakes
Oh, yeah snowflakes

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Review Clinique 3 steps

Hello, my dearest ones!

Lately I have received advice from friends and acquaintances regarding Clinique cosmetics. Knowing myself with a sensitive skin prone to acne and blemishes, I told myself that there is nothing wrong with trying.

Given that I work near a mall, I considered the Sephora store for more details. The store staff was very nice and able to answer all my questions about these products.

From the store I was recommended for the beginning, to see how the skin behaves with the products a small skin care kit containing the following: 50 ml facial liquid soap, 100 ml cleansing tonic liquid and a 30 ml moisturizing emulsion .

The set of products costs 150 lei purchased directly from the Sephora store, but considering that it was the Black Friday period, I managed to find the set at a better price from the Elephant, at 90 lei.

I started using the products immediately after I recovered the parcel from the courier, being curious about the results from the first day.

I. Liquid Cleansing Soap – Cleansing soap is one of the best products tried so far, because it is a light, water soluble and gentle skin product.

It removes makeup easily, removing the foundation and cosmetics right from the first try. It does not irritate or dry the skin, leaving a pleasant smell after use.

II. Tonic Cleansing Liquid – Tonic Cleansing Liquid is the second step in the facial care ritual, representing an exfoliating lotion. It contains alcohol and witch hazel that reduces healing during the healing process and smooths the skin around the affected area.

III. Moisturizing emulsion – Moisturizing emulsion has the texture of a lotion, is lightweight and has been rapidly absorbed by the skin. This product has no oils and hydrates the skin deeply, leaving the skin soft and luminous.

Opinions about Clinique 3 steps products

Overall, I am satisfied with these cleaning products. It does not treat the affected skin in depth, but it keeps the skin clean and less prone to acne, acting gentle on imperfections and external agents.

In order for the products to have an effect on the skin, they must be used together as recommended even in the name. Used daily, under normal conditions it helps to improve the quality of the skin, giving a fresh and youthful skin, without problems.

What is your experience with Clinique products?

Recenzie produse Clinique 3 steps

Buna ziua, dragilor!

In ultima perioada am primit sfaturi de la prieteni si cunostinte cu privire la produsele cosmetice Clinique. Stiindu-ma cu un ten sensibil si predispus la acnee si imperfectiuni mi-am zis ca nu este nimic gresit in a incerca.

Avand in vedere faptul ca lucrez aproape de un centru comercial, am luat in considerare magazinul Sephora pentru mai multe detalii. Personalul magazinului a fost foarte dragut si in masura sa imi raspunda la toate intrebarile cu privire la aceste produse.

Din magazin mi-a fost recomandat pentru inceput, pentru a observa cum se comporta pielea cu produsele un mic kit de ingrijire a tenului ce contine urmatoarele: sapun lichid facial 50 ml, lichid tonic de curatare 100 ml si o emulsie hidratanta de 30 de ml.

Setul de produse costa 150 de lei achizitionat direct din magazinul Sephora, insa avand in vedere ca a fost perioada de Black Friday am reusit sa gasesc setul la un pret mai bun de pe Elefant, la 90 de lei.

Am inceput sa utilizez produsele chiar imediat dupa ce am recuperat coletul de la curier, fiind curioasa de rezultate chiar din prima zi.

I. Sapunul lichid de curatare Sapunul de curatare este unul dintre cele mai bune produse incercate pana in prezent, datorita faptului ca este un produs usor, solubil in apa si bland cu pielea.

Acesta indeparteaza machiajul cu usurinta, indepartand fondul de ten si produsele cosmetice chiar din prima incercare. Nu irita sau usuca pielea, lasand un miros placut dupa utilizare.

II. Lichidul tonic de curatare – Lichidul tonic de curatare reprezinta pasul al doilea din ritualul de ingrijire a fetei, reprezentand o lotiune exfolianta. Acesta contine alcool si hamamelis (witch hazel) ce reduce cicatrizarea in timpul procesului de vindecare si uniformizeaza pielea din jurul zonei afectate.

III. Emulsia hidratanta – Emulsia hidratanta are textura unei lotiuni, este usoara si a fost absorbita rapid de piele. Acest produs nu are uleiuri si hidrateaza pielea in profunzime, lasand tenul catifelat si luminos.

Pareri despre produsele Clinique 3 steps

Per total, ma declar multumita de aceste produse de curatare. Nu trateaza in profunzime pielea afectata dar pastreaza tenul curat si mai putin predispus la acnee, actionand bland asupra imperfectiunilor si agentilor externi.

Pentru ca produsele sa isi faca efectul asupra pielii, trebuie folosite impreuna precum este recomandat chiar si din denumire. Utilizat in fiecare zi, in regim normal ajuta la imbunatatirea calitatii pielii conferind un ten proaspat si tanar, fara probleme.

Voi ce parere aveti de produsele Clinique?