Song of the day 22#

Stai asa, stai oleaca! Ia-ma incet!

The blogger recognition award II

Hello dear writers and readers again!

So, I have to say I am really, truly sorry. Miss Samridhi nominated me for this award on 13 october, and I just saw it, it was in the spam „collection”. I am honored and deeply thankful for this nomination, and I wish I could say thanks a little bit sooner (hope Samridhi won’t mind 😀 ).

The rules of this award are:

• Thank the blogger that nominated you and give a link to their site;
• Do a post to show your award;
• Give a summary of how the blog started in the first place;
• Give two pieces of advice for any new bloggers;
• Select at least 10 bloggers for this award;
• Let each nominee know you’ve nominated them and give a link to your post.

I must say that this is the second time I have been nominated for this award. I will be sharing with you the story of how my blog started:

As I said in the last post of Recognition Award, Kate’s Blog „took life” in 2013, five years ago. To be honest I didn’t give that much thought back in those days, I just had an eager wish to write, I wanted that with all of my heart and mind. I seem amazed by the think that people could read what you write and could appreciate your effort, your talent, that what you write today wouldn’t be forgotten in years on a old piece of paper.

Now, looking back I wouldn’t give up on writing for anything in the whole world. Writing is a part of me and will always be, it’s more than a hobby and more than a desire. I just wish to learn more and more, and in time be a successful writer, I want to inspire people.

I must say that even though I have spent 5 years on this platform I feel that I’m not yet an excellent blogger and that I still want to accumulate more knowledge, I want to develop even more.

My two small pieces of advice for any new bloggers are:

1. Be yourself. Let words you write be your way of expressing YOU, as a person, as an entity; let those words define and talk about the real you. Be sincere.
2. You have to be consistent. The words you write have to have a logic and a certain length. You can’t just write two sentences and finish an article. Admit that before you write for readers you write for yourself. Before publishing a new article, ask yourself: Am I satisfied by the post? Do I enjoy the quality of it? If you like the post then the readers must love it.

My nominees for this award are:

1. Arinuckptl
2. Rcaulier
3. Shelyon
4. Pankazy
5. Abdul
6. Pryanshu
7. SirGosh
8. Ashok Waghela
9. Clara
10. Thoughts

Thank you very much, Miss Samridhi and wish you all the best in life as a blogger and as a person!

Publicitate

The blogger recognition award

Hello dear writers and readers!

This week I have been nominated by Rad Gamer with the prize of Blogger Recognition Award. It’s a real pleasure and honor for me to be nominated by such a good blogger and consistent writer.

The rules of this award are:

• Thank the blogger that nominated you and give a link to their site;
• Do a post to show your award;
• Give a summary of how the blog started in the first place;
• Give two pieces of advice for any new bloggers;
• Select at least 15 bloggers for this award;
• Let each nominee know you’ve nominated them and give a link to your post.

I must say that this is the first time I have been nominated for this award. I will be sharing with you the story of how my blog started:

This blog „took life” in 2013, five years ago. To be honest I didn’t give that much thought back in those days, I just had an eager wish to write, I wanted that with all of my heart and mind. I seem amazed by the think that people could read what you write and could appreciate your effort, your talent, that what you write today wouldn’t be forgotten in years on a old piece of paper.

Now, looking back I wouldn’t give up on writing for anything in the whole world. Writing is a part of me and will always be, it’s more than a hobby and more than a desire. I just wish to learn more and more, and in time be a successful writer, I want to inspire people.

I must say that even though I have spent 5 years on this platform I feel that I’m not yet an excellent blogger and that I still want to accumulate more knowledge, I want to develop even more.

My two small pieces of advice for any new bloggers are:

1. Be yourself. Let words you write be your way of expressing YOU, as a person, as an entity; let those words define and talk about the real you. Be sincere.
2. As Rad Gamer said, you have to be consistent. The words you write have to have a logic and a certain length. You can’t just write two sentences and finish an article. Admit that before you write for readers you write for yourself. Before publishing a new article, ask yourself: Am I satisfied by the post? Do I enjoy the quality of it? If you like the post then the readers must love it.

The 15 nominees for this award are:

1. Emile Therese
2. Erwin Wensley
3. Myplace3187
4. OldPoet56
5. IntrovertedPyraLid
6. Libarah
7. DreamGoExplore
8. Currently Aple
9. Sikhawork
10. GetYourOwnStyle
11. Dede’s Blog
12. Elganspo
13. Our Life in 3D
14. CKO
15. Laleh Chini

In the end I want to thank again Rad Gamer for giving me this amazing award and wish him all the success and luck in the blogger world!

 

Thought of the day 6#

Do you know those days? When you smile and joke with those around you, but inside is something of an endless sadness?

Sometimes I can not explain it. I feel my saturated and disappointed heart, I want something today, but I do not know why I have the feeling that it does not belong to me; or at least it’s mine though it should not be.

I long after smiles, emotions and affection, but I do not understand why … that someone should be my unlimited and infinite, there are moments, events spent together and years of coexistence.

I give everything I have, I give my heart on this person’s tray and I want it next to me 24 out of 24. For me time has not gone, it has flourished, added moments and emotions, feelings and memories.

Only if that person next to me would think the same … I see him every day, staring at a certain „fairy”, like looking for another one. Initially, I did not notice it, drawing attention to other things, looking for a thread of hope and trust, believing in what once united us.

Irrelevant, uninteresting. He is attentive elsewhere, distracted. And me? I’m lost somewhere in the middle, I just require little attention and a little affection, just a little involvement.

I’m not like him, I’m not looking for other princes, I’ve already found the king. It’s just he’s embarrassed, impregnated in strangers, black or blonde ones, one seemingly more captivating than another.

Today I chose to leave the guard down, not to get involved. I’ve come to think of what it would be if …. I saw independence, with 2 jobs, more attentive to one’s own person and personal development.

I do not know why, but when they adopt this „position” they draw people to me. Curious, intriguing and conquering people try to hurt me with their personality, try to be close to me.

And me? I’m no longer fascinated by this kind of thing. My heart is fragile and mature, she received her love of the outside, now she wants family and involvement. My heart wants him, her king …. Let’s hope, however, that it will come back from this whirlwind of youth and realize what’s next to it until it’s too late.

Just Listen

Probleme cotidiene/Daily issues

Nu-i asa ca uneori aveti impresia ca sunteti inconjurati de oameni care nici macar nu au un motiv pentru care se afla in preajma voastra? Nu stiu de ce dar in ultima vreme eu am simtit asta foarte puternic.

Sunt unele persoane care in anumite momente critice genereaza dintr-un creier putin folosit raspunsuri si comportamente cat mai impertinente posibil.

In acest articol voi detalia cateva din momentele iritante petrecute in ultima perioada.

Cazul I

In urma cu cateva zile completam cateva sondaje de la Daedalus si nu stiu de ce, dar mie mi se intampla sa dau de erori la 4/10 sondaje in cazul acestei companii. Mi se intampla sa ajung la jumatatea chestionarului si sa ma lovesc de probleme de ordin tehnic, IT.

Spre exemplu, la intrebarea 25, din cadrul unei testari de reclama mi se cerea sa mut un atribut intr-o casuta x, corespunzatoare parerii mele de consumator. Bun, pana aici toate bune si frumoase, cu exceptia faptului ca nu puteam la propriu, muta atributul in casuta. Am tras de cuvintele alea cateva secunde pana am realizat ca este o problema. Dau sa merg inainte la urmatoarea intrebare, era logic sa nu ma lase pentru ca nu aveam cum raspunde, incerc sa mut din nou cu mouse-ul nici gand si tocmeala.

Aleg sa reclam problema la Daedalus. Dupa doua zile primesc si eu raspunsul la intrebarea mea. Nu stiam daca sa rad sau sa ma enervez la ce raspuns am primit:

Eu cred ca aceasta lectie am invatat-o la varsta de 8 anisori cand mi-am luat PC, si care cunostinta am dezvoltat-o apoi la orele de informatica din cadrul scolii. Adica, pe bune?!

Cum sa imi dea un raspuns asa nefolositor cand de fapt problema era alta? Hai ca poate mai intelegeam si eu sa imi admita ca exista o problema de browser (desi nu era cazul, am incercat sondajele pe 5 browsere diferite)… ah si la urma imi ia si dreptul de a mai completa odata sondajul, ca deh, eu nu stiu notiuni de informatica de baza.

Cazul II

In ultimii ani datorita serviciilor practicate in diverse domenii mi s-a oferit sansa de a lucra impreuna, de a instrui si supraveghea angajatii.

La o prima vedere, ai crede ca angajatii sunt oameni seriosi si competenti, care nu ar avea nevoie de tutorat si ca ar intelege anumite lucruri si s-ar comporta matur, conform infatisarii si tinutei pe care o afiseaza.

Dar, din nou viata ma surprinde. Nu de putine ori mi-a fost dat sa vad oameni certandu-se pentru un nimic, spunandu-si reciproc cuvinte grele si dand vina unul pe celalalt, aruncandu-si „vina” precum copii mingea unora altora. Mai mult decat atat, precum niste copii razgaiati dau fuga la sef si parasc unul neputinta si lipsa de gandire a celuilalt.

Intr-un astfel de colectiv, cu astfel de persoane nu numai ca iti este dificil sa ii intelegi, dar iti este si greoi sa lucrezi si sa te dezvolti ca persoana. (I can’t work with that!!)

(shutterstock sursa)

Cazul III

Cu totii stim, cu serviciile de telefonie, internet si gaz/curent mereu este si va fi bataie de cap. Esti client, ai drepturi. Cam asa speculeaza marile companii furnizoare de servicii de pe piata romaneasca, care incurajeaza oamenii in a le folosi serviciile.

Sa luam Orange, de exemplu. Parintii, cunostintele, rudele si prietenii – pana si necunoscutii folosesc Orange. De ce? Simplu! Pentru ca are acoperire mai mare de semnal si ofera abonamente avantajoase (sau cel putin asa se lauda).

In urma cu doi anisori am decis si eu sa imi deschid abonament pe numele meu, cu telefon nou, pachet complet.  Dupa un an de zile de platit, de depasit suma de pe abonament mi-a cam plecat simtul responsabilitatii si dorinta de a fi independenta. Am ramas totusi pe Orange, cu abonament pe care il platesc cu 10 zile inainte de termen pentru a evita penalizarile, ce sunt evident usturatoare.

Cazul IV

E-nergia, mama ei dara! Acum doi ani mi-a batut la usa o duduie ce se batea cu pumnul in piept ca este angajata a firmei E-on si ca imi prezinta o oferta de care o sa fiu cu siguranta multumita si ca nu o sa regret alegerea facuta. Nu numai ca am regretat, dar am ramas si stupefiata!

De fapt, „duduia Leana” era angajata misterios la E-nergia si cauta noi clienti. Am aflat cand doream sa achit factura la gaz pentru E-ON, nu ma aflam in baza lor de date pentru ca eram prezenta in catalogul unei alte companii. Ca sa pot reveni din nou la E-ON trebuie sa merg tocmai la Targu Mures sa ma reconectez… pe bune?!

Am rezistat pana acum tot pe E-nergia, ca deh. Targu Mures e departe si timp ioc… desi iarna la ce sume impresionante achit lunar ma cam motiveaza sa fac o plimbare.

Cazul V

UPC si angajatii competenti. Aceste doua elemente ce tocmai le-am specificat sunt cam in contrast unele cu altele. Data aceasta cand mi-am reinnoit abonamentul la ei, am primit cadou un modem nou!

Cee frumos! Noh, problema este acum ca dragul de tehnician de la UPC s-a cam grabit. A instalat in doi timpi si trei miscari modemul si a plecat ca vantul. 8 Zile fara Internet… cei de la configurare dadeau vina pe cei de la echipa de tehnicieni fizici, si vice-versa.

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Cu situatii ca acestea si oameni ca cei pe care i-am descris… sper sa mai am rabdarea si inspiratia sa mai revin aici cu idei proaspete si ganduri mai bune. O saptamana minunata si lipsita de peripetii, dragi cititori!

English Version

Don’t you sometimes think that you are surrounded by people who do not even have a reason for being near you? I do not know why but lately I felt this very strong.

There are some people who, at certain critical moments, generate from their little brain used the most impertinent answers and behaviors possible.

In this article I will detail some of the irritating moments last month.

Case I

A few days ago I completed some Daedalus polls and I do not know why, but I am making mistakes in 4/10 surveys for this company. I happen to get to half the questionnaire and then to stop because of the technical problems, in IT field.

For example, in question 25, in an advertising test, I was asked to move an attribute into an x box, corresponding to my opinion of the consumer. Okay, up here all good and beautiful, except I could not really move the attribute in the box. I drew those words for a few seconds until I realized it was a problem. I moved ahead to the next question, it was logical not to leave me because I did not have the answer, I try to move again with my mouse and guess what? It didn’t happen.

I choose to refer the matter to Daedalus. After two days I get the answer to my question. I did not know whether to laugh or annoy at what answer I received:
They said I was not aware of how to draw an atribute to a box.

I think this lesson I learned at the age of 8 when I got my PC, and I learned it later in computer science classes in the school. I mean, are you for real?!

How could they answer such an unhelpful answer when the problem was different? Come on, if they would have admited that there was a browser problem (although not the case, I tried polls on 5 different browsers) … ah and finally I also have the right to fill in the survey once more, as deh , I do not know basic computer science.

Case II

In recent years, thanks to services in various fields, I have been given the chance to work together, to train and supervise employees.

At first glance, you would think that employees are serious and competent people who would not need tutoring and would understand certain things and behave maturely according to the appearance and the outfit they are displaying.

But again life surprises me. Not many times I have been given to see people arguing for nothing, telling each other their heavy words and blaming each other, throwing „blame” like children’s ball to each other. More than that, like a crying baby they flee to the boss and tell them and leave the other helplessness without thinking of the other person.

In such a collective, such people not only find it difficult to understand, but it is also difficult for you to work and develop as a person. (I can not work with that !!)

Case III

We all know, with telephone, internet and gas / current services is always going to be a headache. You are a client, you have rights. That’s what the big service companies on the Romanian market speculate, encouraging people to use their services.

Let’s get Orange, for example. Parents, acquaintances, relatives and friends – even the strangers use Orange. Why? Simple! Because it has higher signal coverage and offers advantageous subscriptions (or at least that’s what they say).

Two years ago, I also decided to open my subscription on my name, with a new, full package phone. After a year of pay, to exceed the amount on the subscription, I was left with a sense of responsibility and a desire to be independent. I have stayed on Orange though with a subscription. I pay 10 days before the deadline to avoid the penalties, which are obviously frightening.

Case IV

E-nergy, her mother darling! Two years ago, I was struck by a women who refferrs to me as an employee of E-on and she presented me an offer that I will definitely be happy with and will not regret the choice made. Not only did I regret, but I was stunned too!

In fact, „Leana duana” was mysteriously committed to E-nergia and was looking for new clients. I found out when I wanted to pay the gas bill for E-ON, I was not in their database because I was present in another company’s catalog. So if I want to go back to E-ON again I have to go to Targu Mures to reconnect… why GOD?!

We have resisted to E-nergia so far, as deh. Targu Mures is a long way to go … although in winter, what impressive amounts I pay for a month motivates me to take a walk.

Case V

UPC and competent employees. These two elements we have just outlined are in contrast with one another. This time when I renewed my subscription to them, I received a new modem gift!

That is beautiful! Noh, the problem is now that UPC’s tech is a little rushed. They installed the modem in two times and three moves and left like the wind. 8 Days without Internet … those at the setup blamed those from the team of physical technicians, and vice versa.

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With situations like these and people like those I described … I hope to have the patience and inspiration to come back here with fresh ideas and better thoughts. A wonderful and and careless week, dear readers!

Vreau sa fac curatenie interioara/I want to do the „interior cleaning”

Astazi mi-as dori sa fac curatenie, pe interior. Sa folosesc un detergent puternic, concentrat si acid, cu clor si chimicale sa stearga orice urma de impuritate, de mizerie si angoasa.

Vreau stralucirea si oglindirea suprafetelor curate, vreau sa vad aranjate sertarele inimii, nu vreau haine negre aruncate val-vartej in dulapul sufletului, vreau o organizare in ganduri si minte, pe interior.

Imi doresc sa lustruiesc podelele launtrice cu orice dezinfectant am la indemana, sa scot petele de egoism si incapatinare, sa dizolv grasimea intarita de mandrie si ingamfare.

(Sursa Unsplash)

Vreau sa pasesc inspre ziua de maine fericita, cu incredere si cu ideea ca nu ma voi lipi pe talpi de namol, ca nu voi purta cu mine nefericirea si nelinistea zilei precedente.

Vreau sa deschid larg ferestrele, sa alung mirosul insuportabil provocat de neajunsuri, de cearta si sentimente inchise.  Vreau sa privesc soarele in ochi, sa ma orbeasca cu razele sale pure si neintinate, vreau sa ma incalzesc cu fericire, sa respir  speranta.

Astazi mai mult decat orice vreau sa renunt la ce nu mai am nevoie. Vreau sa arunc lucrurile materiale care ocupa mai mult spatiu decat materiile sufletesti, personale, decat ceea ce iubesc in prezent.

Vreau sa golesc lada cu amintiri ponegrite de vreme si carii, sa sterg mucegaiul alb de umbre depus cu atat de multa apasare si ura, sa uit persoane si intamplari infecte ce mi-au imbolnavit sufletul odinioara. Imi doresc sa adaug franturi din clipele fericite petrecute alaturi de oameni dragi, vreau sa pun peste zambete si tresariri, dragoste si sa inchid cu un lacat ferecat a carui cheie sa o port doar eu, deasupra inimii.

(Sursa Pexels)

De asemenea gunoiul va pleca si el. In punga verde inchis voi risipi stresul, nervii si cuvintele amare spuse la suparare, lacrimi si durere. Voi inchide punga strans si puternic cu o ata neagra, pe care sa nu o mai deschida nimeni niciodata, nici macar gunoierii sau oamenii strazii; nu imi doresc sa ofer nimanui nimic din murdaria sufletului meu.

La sfarsitul zilei voi fi obosita dupa atata munca depusa dar in sinea mea voi fi multumita, satisfacuta ca am curatat acele suprafete de demult inchistate cu mizerie si tristete. Voi privi curatenia din jur, stralucirea si puritatea locului, interiorului meu si voi zambi.

Acum ca am aruncat tot ce ma necajea, tot raul ce imi aducea lacrimi si durere nu mai este nimic de facut, poate doar de savurat momente curate si nealterate, de inspirat mirosul sperantei si al viitorului.

English version

Today I would like to cleanse myself. I want to use a strong, concentrated and acidic detergent with chlorine and chemicals to remove any trace of impurities, misery, and anxiety.

I want the brightness and mirroring of the clean surfaces, I want to see the drawers of the heart, I do not want black clothes thrown in the wardrobe of the soul, I want an organization in thoughts and minds inside.

I want to polish the interior floors with any disinfectant I have at my fingertips, to remove the patches of selfishness and incapacity, to dissolve the fat strengthened by pride and hunger.

I want to go to the happy tomorrow’s day, with confidence and the idea that I will not stick to the mud soles, that I will not carry with me the misfortune and the anxiety of the previous day.

(Source Google Images)

I want to open the windows wide, to remove the unbearable odor caused by shortcomings, quarrels and closed feelings. I want to look at the sun in my eyes, I want him to blind me with its pure and uncut rays, I want to warm myself happily, to breathe hope.

Today more than anything I want to give up what I no longer need. I want to throw away the material things that occupy more space than personal, personal, stuff than what I love today.

I want to empty the box with memories of the weather and the cavities, to wipe the white mold of shadows deposited with so much pressure and hate, to forget people and infrequent events that made my soul sick. I want to add jokes from the happy moments with loved ones, I want to put on smiles and twists, love and close it with a locked lock whose key only I wear, above my heart.

The garbage will also leave. In the dark green bag I will dispel the stress, the nerves and the bitter words said to angry, tears and pain. I will close the bag tight and strong with a black thread, which no one will ever open, not even the garbage or the street people; I do not want to give anyone anything out of the dirt of my soul.

At the end of the day I will be tired after all the work I have done, but in my heart I will be pleased, satisfied that I have cleaned those long-buried surfaces with misery and sadness. I will look at the cleansing around, the brightness and purity of my place, my interior, and I will smile.

Now that I have thrown everything that was not good for me, all the evil and tear-causing bad is nothing more to do, perhaps to enjoy pure and unaltered moments, to inspire the smell of hope and the future.

Un cadou neasteptat de la un blogger talentat/An unexpected gift from a talented blogger

Buna ziua dragilor!

In urma cu cateva zile, citeam cateva articole in cititor WordPress si unul dintre articolele care mie personal mi-au atras atentia se refera la crearea de logo-uri pentru anumite companii/firme/persoane. Aici este articolul care m-a surprins in mod placut: https://bittermarshmellos.wordpress.com/2018/09/12/graphix-some-of-my-best-logos-so-far/ .

Toate aceste sigle/logo-uri sunt create de catre o persoana minunata al carei scop este de a arata amaraciunea care sta la baza dulcetii „marsmallows-urilor”, pe care el il defineste ca adevar.

Partea buna este ca la cererea mea, acest blogger mi-a facut si mie un logo, care arata cam asa:

Consider ca toate aceste creatii realizate de  bittermarshmellos sunt demne de apreciat si isi merita respectul si cinstea cuvenita.

Doresc sa ii multumesc lui bittermarshmellos pentru faptul ca si-a rupt din timpul sau pretios pentru a realiza o adevarata creatie artistica. Apreciez efortul si amabilitatea!

English version

Hello my dear readers!

A few days ago, I read a few articles in the WordPress reader and one of the articles I personally drew my attention to is about creating logos for certain companies/people.

Here is the article that surprised me pleasantly: https://bittermarshmellos.wordpress.com/2018/09/12/graphix-some-of-my-best-logos-so-far/.

All these logos / logos are created by a wonderful person whose purpose is to show the bitterness that underlies the sweetness of „marsmallows”, which he defines as the truth.

The good part is that at my request, this blogger also made me a logo that looks like this:

I believe that all these creations made by bittermarshmellos are worthy of appreciation and deserve their respect and honor.

I would like to thank bittermarshmellos for breaking out of his precious time to achieve a true artistic creation. I appreciate your effort and kindness!

Song of the day 21#

 

Remember what they say
There’s no shortcut to a dream
It’s all blood and sweat
And life is what you manage in between.

Oboseala tarzie/ Late fatique

Privesc in umbra, lumina imi este intunecata de o ceata a trupului, de o osteneala apasatoare ce ma cuprinde parca din ce in ce mai tare.

Imi simt ochii grei si durerosi, inrositi ei vor parca sa inchid pleoapele si sa ma afund in al noptii somn adanc, sa visez.

Fata imi este palida si fada, ca o oglinda aburita. Uneori o simt ca imi amorteste din cauza lipsei masive de calciu, dar prefer sa ignor si sa merg mai departe.

Inima a incercat sa fie rezilienta si astazi. A ascultat si a batut, cum a stiut ea mai bine, in dansul ei monoton, cu tic si tac si o mica pauza intre.

Cat despre minte, a fost si ea agera astazi. Am plimbat-o printre cifre, litere intortocheate si denumiri ciudate, documente si hartii, cunostinte si necunostinte.

Glasul imi este ragusit, ruginit, terminat parca de atata vorbarie, atata adaugire de sunet si intonatie.

Trupul imi este si el istovit. Mainile nu mai stiu ce comanda sa preia de la centrii nervosi si actioneaza parca in slow motion, muschii mainii pedepsindu-ma pentru ca i-am suprasolicitat si astazi.

Picioarele… ele nu mai stiu. Le-am plimbat astazi prin atatea locuri incat nici ele nu mai retin pasii si traiectoria parcursa ci doar ritmul alert, ce il simt si acum in tendoane si muschi.

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Dar este abia miercuri seara, oboseala incepe sa intre in oase si gandire si sufletul parca ar vrea sa fuga inspre vineri, inspre odihna si relaxare, inspre weekend.

Cu ultimele puteri, reusesc sa inchei acest articol si sa ma rog la divinitate ca ziua de maine sa treaca mai repede si mai usor, sa nu ma mai simt ca un robotel ruginit si obosit intr-o zi de miercuri tomnatica si rece.

(Sursa Unsplash)

English version

My look is a little bit shady, the light seems darker to me because of a fog of the body, a pressing force that encompasses me increasingly louder.

I feel my eyes heavy and painful, reddened they want me to close the eyelids and get off in the deep night sleep, to a beautiful dream.

My face is pale and vapid, like a steamed mirror. Sometimes I feel like I am numb because of the lack of calcium, but I prefer to ignore it and move on.

The heart has tried to be resilient today. She listened and beat, as she knew best, in her monotonous dance, with tic – tac and silence, and a small pause between.

As for the mind, she was sharp today. I walked through figures, crooked letters and strange names, papers and documents, knowledge and ignorance.

My voice is hoarse, rusty, finished because of so much speech, so much added sound and intonation.

My body is also exhausted. Hands do not know what order to take from nervous centers and act in slow motion, my muscles punishing me because I overstrained them today.

The legs … they do not know. I walked them today through so many places that they no longer retain the steps and trajectory but only the alert rhythm, which I feel now in tendons and muscles.

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But it is only Wednesday night and fatigue begins to enter into bones and thoughts and the soul seems to want to run to Friday, to rest and relaxation, to the weekend.

With the last powers, I finish this article and pray for the divinity that tomorrow will pass faster and easier, to not feel like an rusty and tired robot on wednesday cold autumn night again.

Song of the day 20#

Melodia aceasta imi aduce in suflet tresariri de toamna si sentimente tarzii, ingalbenite de timp si vreme.

Atasez aici versurile:

Inainte sa ne fi nascut, te-am rugat pe tine sa-mi alegi culoarea ochilor
Dar sufletele noastre erau tinere si nu cazusera niciodata pe Pamant
Tot ce-am vazut pana atunci era cerul asa ca mi-ai ales albastrul

Ganduri lasate prin vant
Ca scrisorile in sticla duse de val
Batut de timp si cu inima franta
Inca astept sa ajung in mal

Ai asteptat sa-ti spun ce simt
Dar vesnicia n-are timp
Asa ca am ales sa te iubesc ca un simplu muritor de rand

Am crezut ca voi muri de sete
Asteptandu-mi sufletul pereche
Dar noi ne-am promis ca ne vom revedea, demult
Inainte sa ne fi nascut

Poate, poate
Apusul de soare e doar rasaritul vazut de la spate
Vazut de la spate

Poate, poate
Intr-o alta viata ne vom regasi si vom invata sa fim fericiti
Admirand cate doua rasarituri pe zi

Printre miliarde de lumini si oameni
Stiu ca ai sa-mi iesi acum in cale
Stiu ca ne vom regasi odata
Doar sufletul o limba are

Caut in viata mea un rost
In ochii tai un adapost
Pierdut in amintiri in care inca nu am fost

Am crezut ca voi muri de sete
Asteptandu-mi sufletul pereche
Dar noi ne-am promis ca ne vom revedea, demult
Inainte sa ne fi nascut

Poate, poate
Apusul de soare e doar rasaritul vazut de la spate
Vazut de la spate

Poate, poate
Intr-o alta viata ne vom regasi si vom invata sa fim fericiti
Admirand cate doua rasarituri pe zi

Poate, poate
Apusul de soare e doar rasaritul vazut de la spate
Vazut de la spate

Poate, poate
Intr-o alta viata ne vom regasi si vom invata sa fim fericiti
Admirand cate doua rasarituri pe zi