Nu am chef azi…/I’m not in the mood today…

Astazi nici nu mai stiu ce simt. Stiu doar ca am atipit poate putin cam mult, si ma doare capul. Cu ochi apatici privesc catre fereastra incarcata de lumina robusta si deranjanta si trag draperia.

Cafeaua slaba de dimineata, cu prea mult lapte si prea putina cofeina m-au facut sa priveghez asupra situatiei de duminica, sa ma simt pe jumatate adormita, lipsita de energie si vitalitate.

Astazi vreau sa nu-mi pese, vreau doar sa ma relaxez. Vreau sa vad filme si sa ma intind in pat, sa fiu lenesa ca o pisica.

Urmeaza o saptamana plina de activitati din nou, o saptamana de agitatie si fuga continua catre rutina de toate zilele. De aceea astazi, duminica 26, vreau sa iau o pauza de la goana dupa abundenta si sa ma scald in nepasare.

Vreau sa cred ca pentru astazi, cel mai bun medicament este odihna si ca timpul liber recreeaza si innoieste.

English version

Today I do not even know what I feel. I just know that I may have overslept a little, and my head hurts. With apathetic eyes, I stare at the window full of robust and disturbing light and pull off the curtain.

The poor morning coffee, with too much milk and too little caffeine made me watch the Sunday situation, feel half asleep, lacking in energy and vitality.

Today I don’t care, I just want to relax. I want to watch movies and stretch myself in bed, to be lazy like a cat.

There will be a week full of activities again, a week of agitation and the run will continue to the everyday routine. That’s why today, on Sunday, 26, I want to take a break from the chase for abundance and to swim in indifference.

I want to believe that for today, the best medicine is rest and that free time recreates and innovates.