Originally I started this article when I was on the road. I felt the need of sharing the state of mind and the feelings that I had. I am sorry that I left the article unfinished and I will fix this.
Tuesday has been a rough day for me. I was on the road almost all day and when I get back I had stuff to do, both on work and at home.
But the thing that I had been the one who has been screamed at, argued with and quarrelled for mainly nothing made my day bad.
As I sad in those words back then, I couldn’t understand why all that fury and anger from other things that happened spilled on me… what was my fault? What in the world did I do so bad that everyone from everywhere I went had crazy eyes and a bad temper?
Fatigue, heat and all that fury overflowed to me made me wonder. Why those things happened to me that day?
In a few moments, I found myself crying in a chair of an institution waiting for a paper for which I had waited a half of day.
The agitated and hurried people stopped from their routine and watched as I swallowed my tears in sadness.
Tuesday was over and passed away like an usual day; as if nothing happened. Today is wednesday but my heart still remembers what made me cry and keeps an open eye.
At the end of the day all that matters is what made you happy and made you go through the day; the people you’ve met, the impact they’ve had on you… usually the best and happier things.
If I had learnt a thing from what happened to me that day was that nobody deserves to be treated bad, no one deserves your anger and bad mood and the main idea is that no one is guilty for what makes you feel that way.
In this crazy big world we all are stressed, all of us have our needs, our worries and problems but we need to be calm and act normal.
How screaming and acting bad will solve your problems? They will make it worse; today maybe you’ve met a person like me who just listens and takes responsibility but tomorrow maybe you’ll meet an angrier person who will not tolerate your bad mood and who knows what might happen. People won’t have time for you if you are always angry and complaining.
And just think, for every minute you remain angry you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind.